unknown song

It hurts since I can’t forget you

Look like here is not the place where you’re supposed to be

You don’t have to hold back for me

It will all end someday anyway

            My love just can’t seem to reach you

            Just as much as amount of tears that flowed

            Its still far away to go

            I have to forget you , I miss you so much

            Even if you never how much it hurts

            I will forget

I’m a fool , you know me

My heart’s been ripped apart

But I can only smile,

I’ll still be waiting for you till forever

As I will hiding my tears

Would you come back to me?

To forget you even to erase you

For me they are very difficult things to do

            My heart just doesn’t seem to reach you

            Tears keep rolling down like crazy

            I think I can’t do it

            I can’t forget you

            Even if I just feel like dying

            I can’t let go of your love

            I’m alive this way

if you and me

Here I am, standing close to you
And it’s still so far away
So many times, I tried to say
But my heart was so afraid

Look at you
Is all that I can do
Like a silly girl, I stare
‘Coz you might leave me when I reveal
What my heart is really feeling

If I could just say the words
All the secrets in my heart and in my soul you hear
Will you take me in your arms or let me go
Our lovely days, will they just fade like whispers in the wind?

If I could just say the words
All the secrets in my heart and in my soul you hear
Can’t you see the love I hide? Sneak through my eyes
The silly girl so scared, she just can’t say “I love you”

Here I am, holding on to fate
What we have would never change
‘Coz you might leave me when I reveal
My lips will seal the love I’m hiding.

If I could just say the words
All the secrets in my heart and in my soul you hear
Will you take me in your arms or let me go
Our lovely days, will they just fade like whispers in the wind?

If I could just say the words
All the secrets in my heart and in my soul you hear
Can’t you see the love I hide? Sneak through my eyes
The silly girl so scared; she just can’t say “I love you”

How was it? Which is better?

i won't give up

I won’t give up (jason miraz)

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

It's so easy is our life
But it's mine is yours and yours is mine
Hardly do we ever fight, we rather be kind.

I won't give up on us
even if the skies get dark
I'm healing this broken heart
I know I'm worth it...

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough, he knows (I am tough, I am loved)
We gotta life to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
Lady you're worth it (and we're worth it)
No, I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough, he knows (I am tough, I am loved)
We gotta life to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
Lady you're worth it (and we're worth it)
No, I won't give up..

ciluk baaa

ciiilluuuukkk baaaa .. hahaha

hey apa yang kalian lakukan sekarang , loh kok aku begini ? sebenarnya aku nanya siapa???

before that , izinkan aku untuk cerita ya , ini tentang sebuah kisah yang menurut aku bisa menginspirasi ..
dia adalah guruku , salah satu guru favoritku , sebut saja 'm', jika mengajar dya sabar sekali, pelajaran yang ia bawakan juga gak pernah ngebosenin , selalu ada games atau hiburan lain disaat pelajaran , mungkin itu yang membuat aku ngefans sama guru ini, meskipun begitu ....

percaya gak kalo dya terlahir dari keluarga non muslim, aku percaya soalnya  beliau pernah bercerita ,, hihi
kalo aku jadi dya , mungkin sampai sekarang aku masih tetep nonmuslim tapi beliau , subhanallah , beliau hebat , beliau bener-bener seorang akhwat yang hebat nan kuat plus sabar , gimana nggak ?, pilihan dirinya untuk masuk islam dan menetap diagama islam , ditentang oleh bapak kandungnya sendiri, bahkan semenjak itu ,komunikasi antara dya dan bapaknya jadi koyah, seperti tidak akur, mungkin bapaknya gak suka akan keputusan yang guruku ambil , dan kabarnya sekarang ayah dari guruku , yang menentang keputusan guruku untuk kembali ke jalan yang benar sedang sakit dan dirawat dirumah sakit, jantung dan paru-parunya agak kurang bekerja dengan baik, dan nafaspun haru dengan selang oksigen. Itu juga harus didorong pula dengan obat , innalilllahi wa inna ilaihi rojiun , ..

Ya Alllah Ya Rabb ,Kau Maha Menyembuhkan , Kau Maha Menolong Hambamu, Kau Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Mengasihi .. aku berdoa kepada Engkau , bantulah guruku yang baik ini , ringankanlah cobaan yang kau berikan untuknya, sembuhkanlah penyakit yang diderita ayahandanya, berikanlah selalu kasih sayangMu untuknya ya Allah , Kau Maha Mengetahui , Kau pasti tahu bagaimana perjuangan dan pengorbanan ia sampai saat ini ,, berikanlah yang terbaik untuk kesehatan bapaknya YA ALLAH... , mudahkanlah guruku itu untuk menjemput rizkiMu ,mudahkanlah juga dan dekatkanlah Ia agar ia bisa bertemu dengan Jodoh yang sudah Kau tentukan ,,, ya Allah , sebagai seorang murid yang punya banyak kekurangan , aku memohon padamu ,, bantu guruku ya Allah ,, 

Amiiiinnnn ...

sabar ya teteh 'm' , aku salut dan bangga punya guru seperti teteh  .. :")